Leaving on a jet plane...

So the time has finally come to take my long awaited vacation... first stop... TPE (Taipei). I'm totally not ready for my vacation, too many things left unfinished, worried about work, about my project... Then there are photo projects I wanted to finish up, person stuff to take care off... I guess there is never a good time for vacation.

This will be a long... much needed vacation.... see you on the flip side.

[Pinging Ping] Capturing Faith

I don't know how many of you reading this is religious, or have at least thought about what religion means to you (or the people around you). I've given this a lot of thought this past month and was "forced" to come face to face with not just what religion (Christianity) means to me, but also to those around me (especially my brother). I was asked to photograph two church (EFC Irvine - Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine) events... first was the 1.5 Gen worship (I was going to attend anyways, but my brother asked me photograph it - I was really honored and gladly accepted). The 1.5 Gen worship is more of an informal gathering than an actual fellowship that meets every other month or so. It is geared towards people like me, those of us that are not 1st generation Chinese, nor 2nd generation... those of us that have no place to call home, no single culture to identify with but instead straddle the line, mixing best parts (I hope) of both cultures. The service is done mostly in Chinglish and consist of song/hymns in the beginning, a sermon and quick prayer session... all kept informal for the younger audience. For this, I tried to capture of a personal relationship with God, and just the power of faith for individuals... Here are some shots:

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

I just love the back lighting of this shot... not sure why but just has that "big stage" feel almost.

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

While this shot is a bit blurry... I still like it. I've known him for a long time and it's just powerful image to see him so devoted and I could almost feel the power/energy flowing through him and reaching me....

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship


From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

Here I started playing with the wide angle and strong back lighting to get some lens flare as well as long shadows.

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

Some post processing done here to really highlight the spot light on the cross (deepened the shadow and brought out the highlights). The increased contrast seems to make the image feel more dramatic.

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

This might be my favorite shot from the day... I just love how everyone is kneeling down in front of the cross in prayer. I also like the wide angle distortion which makes the cross look much further away than it actually is. It was another extremely powerful moment for me, made me want to put down my camera and pray with them...

From EFC Irvine 1.5 Gen Worship

The second church event was EFC Irvine's 20th anniversary this past weekend... it also happened to be my brother's ordination as minister at the church so it was a big day for everyone involved. I was really hesitant to accept the "job" at first (mainly because I wanted to enjoy my brother's big day), but my mom's who asked and I really couldn't turn him down... The church wanted some large group shots mostly... which is probably the most challenging thing I've ever done as a photographer to date. Anyways, here are some photos from the day...

Started off with some photos of the choir, various performances...
From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

I wanted some shots from behind the conductors, just felt it would be more interesting making him as the main subject...

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

Some cute shots of the young kids choir...

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

Then came the big event for me, my brother's ordination...
I have to admit, when they raised the projector screen and the cross became visible... I was really moved... it was just "wow" for me. I can't quite explain the feeling I had inside... but it was different, something really strong.

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

This was the most powerful shot for me of the day... He has changed a lot... I remember back when we first moved to the states (we lived in South Pasadena back then), he was really one of the "bad" kids, joining gangs and what not. But God has really changed his life, perhaps saved him... going from gang member to a minister. I've always known how important the Church and everything is to him, but to experience it up close and personal, it was totally different... All these thoughts just hit me all at once, suddenly I got it... I understood him much better at that instant and it just moved me to see him so devoted. Like I said... looking through the lens allows one to experience things differently, on a much more intimate and personal level and this was no exception for me and perhaps that is what really touched me.

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

My brother has played a big role in the church, especially for the younger generation and has touched many lives... and today, you can add me to that long list as he has truly touched my life (the story of me and my brother warrants a whole post on its own).... For me, it was really heart warming to see him smile and be greeted by his close friends.

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

The day closed with a moving soloist that my mom claims is super handsome... I believe he works as a professional stage manager or director of some sort... anyways, he performed "How Great Thou Art!"

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

Finally, the group shots that I've been waiting for all day...

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

From Evangelical Formosan Church of Irvine 20th Anniversary

So the group shots were really challenging, both from lighting and actual organization perspective. Each group size was very different, one group was about 1.5 times this group size and was near impossible to fit into the frame (and I was using the 10-22mm!!!). Larger groups also meant that there was more distortion on the side as I couldn't zoom in. I was too nervous trying to get everything to work and forgot to pay attention to balancing out the two sides so some groups had way more people on one side than the other... There were other people photographing the groups so there were people running all over the foreground... It was just not very organized and partly it's my fault, partly it's miscommunication. From lighting perspective, this was even more challenging. There was a spot light, but it mainly lit the center of the frame and it was a fairly warm light source... to balance this out, I set up an umbrella on each side of the frame for some cross lighting (the left umbrella pointed to the right edge, and right one points to the left). This allowed the majority of the light to "fall off" before hitting the center and far subjects which is exactly what you want as there'll be plenty of light coming from the other umbrella. To balance the colors out I gelled each of the flash with a full CTO gel and set my camera's white balance to tungsten... this more or less evened out the colors across the entire frame. The rest was more or less experimentation... I set the flash on manual at about 1/2 power to play with and then just adjusted the shutter/aperture on the camera to balance the exposure... some shots came out better than others, some shots were ruined due to the large group and close proximity to the umbrella (so the edges got too hot or bright). I was also using the cheapo ebay (Cactus V2) triggers which is definitely less than 100% reliable (seemed to be more like 75% accuracy)... All in all, I'm relatively satisfied with the results, especially considering this is my first time doing large group portraits. 

Anyways, sorry for the incredibly long post... and way too many photos. At the end of the day, I don't know if I captured people's "faith"... but I ended up with some images that had a lot of personal significance to me. On an interesting side note... quite a few people came up to me afterwards and asked what photo studio I was with ... o.O;; People are also fairly happy with the group photo results so it looks like I'll be doing a lot more church events in the future haha.

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Posted By Ping to Pinging Ping at 9/19/2008 01:11:00 AM

[Pinging Ping] Saying goodbye to my first love...

This year has been another year of change... lots of things happening in my life, lots of things changing both in my personal life and in my photography life. This Tuesday I just had to end a great 2 and a half year long relationship. It was finally time to let it go and move on.  It turned out much more difficult than I thought, especially after such a long time. I still remember the first day I held her in my hands it felt so natural.  The first time out... it was with fellow photographer JC and his wife Joyce in Laguna Beach... That was the first sunset together... Then there were all the trips we went on... Taiwan, Shanghai, Death Valley, and Yosemite to name a few. She has helped me grow a lot, more than I could have imagined when I first took this path but things are different now I guess. In many ways I've out grown her and needed to move on... but saying good bye is always hard.... I am sure the next guy will take very good care of her.
Here are some of the more memorable photos:

This was at the end of the first photo trip with JC at Laguna Beach. I barely knew how to use my camera, what the difference was between "Av" and "Tv" let alone understand composition, lighting and all that. Heck, I carried my camera using a Ranch 99 plastic bag... As we were heading back to the car, I had this idea of taking this photo... I really liked the little lamps along the walk way and the stairs leading home... To this day, this photo remains one of my favorite and most memorable photos.

From Some random shots

This was shot near my house... I drive past this overpass many times in my life... never thinking to stop until I got my camera... I wasn't sure what I really wanted other than a time lapse shot... I didn't even think about the power lines... All I remember was that I was really pleasantly surprised to see the colors in the sky in the final photo as in reality things were already pretty dark. This was the first time I realized photography is not about capturing what's real, but about beautifying what you see... It is about capturing the perfect image in your mind, not about capturing the most accurate image.

From Some random shots

After taking the above shot, I drove to Spectrum... I didn't understand wide angles vs. telephotos, no concept of "distortion"... or why choose landscape vs portrait orientation... I definitely didn't understand "white balance" when I took this shot... again, it was a pleasant surprise at how the colors came out. In real life I don't think the colors were so warm/gold, but I've really fallen in love with this photo (and is now hanging on one of my walls). I just love how empty and lonely it feels, and then there is the color of the lights which seems to set a different mood. Shortly after taking this shot, the security guard came and kicked me out... Oh well :).

From Some random shots

This remains one of my favorite photos taken in Taiwan. It is now framed in my living room (the frame cost more then the lens used to take the photo....). It's not a great photo, but I love looking at it... it is home to me. Maybe that's not something everyone can connect with, but that is special to me. This is my HOME, this is where I grew up... a place I use to feel embarrassed to call home because I felt it was just a mess and dirty... I soon to learned that there are many sides to Taiwan, and that it had far more beauty to offer than I could ever imagine, and now I'm proud to call it home, proud to say that is where I am from. This photo was taken the day before a typhoon and the air was clean and the weather perfect. A good friend of mine drove me out here, just south of Taipei. I am really fortunate to have such great friends who are willing to take time out of their busy schedules to humor my hobby, no words can express my gratitude to them.

From 北橫, 大溪 (Northern Taiwan mountain route)

This Tuesday... I had to say goodbye to my first "love", my first DSLR lens... the EF-S 17-85mm F/4-5.6 IS. It has been a great companion, the default walk around lens no matter where I go... Boston, NY, Taipei, Shanghai. The flexibility of its range makes it perfect for beginners to pick up and grow with... The Image Stabilization made it great for night time shots which is what got me into photography in the first place. I loved that lens... in many ways, that lens help me become who I am today but I guess all good things must come to an end. With the new 24-105 L lens, I can't justify having the 17-85 anymore... At the end of the day,I just really needed a better lens as the 17-85 was too soft and had too much color bleeding.  I guess it was fate that I dropped my friend's lens so that I'd be forced to upgrade...  I suppose all good things must come to an end. Now the 17-85 is with a fellow Googler, I'm sure he'll make good use of it and hopefully he'll learn as much from it as I did. Thank you for all the memories, all the doors you help open, all the special moment captured that I will never forget.

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Posted By Ping to Pinging Ping at 9/18/2008 02:21:00 AM

[Pinging Ping] The Empire... er... Canon strikes back

So the long awaited announcement for the 5D replacement came today... "Destined Evolution"
So here are the key specs for the 5D Mk II from DP Review
  • New 21.1 Megapixel CMOS sensor with improved EOS Integrated Cleaning System (E.I.C.S.)
  • New Full HD 1080 resolution movie recording
  • 3.9 frames per second continuous shooting
  • High performance DIGIC 4 providing superb image quality
  • Maximum 310 large JPEG images in a single burst with a UDMA card
  • 3.0” VGA (920k dots) Clear View LCD
  • ISO 100-6400 (expansion from 50 up to 25,600)
  • 9 AF points + 6 Assist AF points
So... it looks pretty sexy to me :). 21 MP is great, but far beyond what I'd need... tho it'd be great for large poster sized prints (you know... like for my living room wall). The real sexy thing is the movie mode, sure Nikon came out with movie mode first on the D90... but full HD 1080 resolution movie mode... I can't wait to try it out!  The higher ISO performance is also kind of exciting, but I'll have to wait to see the full review and test shots... Either way, I'm not one to pre-order, but I am certainly going to watch my spendings a lot more carefully in the up coming months.

Canon also announced a new EF 24mm f/1.4 L Mk II lens.  Great for them, but not so much for me. They also announced a few point and shoot upgrades:
So things have finally gotten interesting. Now we'll have to see how Pentax, Olympus and Sony will respond.

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Posted By Ping to Pinging Ping at 9/16/2008 11:09:00 PM

[Pinging Ping] My new baby is home....

For those of you who followed my rant a few weeks back... then you'd know how I borrowed a friend's EF 24-105mm F/4 L IS lens on my Washington trip and dropped it from about waist high while changing lenses.  Luckily I had the lens hood on so no major damage to the actual glass. The impact did however cause the lens to "lock up" (IS and AF seems to spaz out and then goes dead) in portrait mode.  Today I got "my" lens back from Canon... Apparently the lens contact was busted (which is what causes the communication error and the lens to spaz out) and they also reworked the Image Stabilizer assembly, cleaned it up, recalibrate it etc etc. All in all... it only cost $158 dollars. Yes that is right... $158 to repair my dropped L lens.... I don't know about you, but I'm EXTREMELY happy considering this L lens costs over one thousand dollars new... I was expecting like a $300 repair bill or something insane but $158... that I like :).

Oh in case you are wondering, I am keeping the lens. I bought my friend a new EF 70-200 F/4 L IS as a replacement (and he gave me 40 bucks cash to compensate for the price difference). Looks like everyone is happy. Now I just need to sell off my EF-S 17-85 F/4-5.6 IS. Any takers ;).

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Posted By Ping to Pinging Ping at 9/16/2008 01:00:00 AM

[Pinging Ping] Hello Olympic....

I just finished processing my Olympic National Park pictures from labor day weekend. We did the crazy night drive from Seattle to Port Angeles the night before, checked into the hotel at like 1:30 AM and got up the next day just after 8 AM. My mom said we were worse than tours :p.

So we got up early to drive up to Hurricane Ridge, it is one of those places that you should visit earlier in the day or else you'll be shooting into the sun and can't get any good shots. Also, from what I've read, it is only worth going when the weather is nice... this is certainly the case. It wasn't the prettiest place in Olympic National Park, nothing really special but if you like some hikes, great snow capped mountain vistas, it's worth a stop here. We did an easy 1.8 mi (single way) hike up Hurricane Hill. We didn't reach the very end, but came pretty close... Here are some photos from Hurricane Ridge:

Here is the view from Hurricane Ridge visitor center. The weather was beautiful (but cold). There were a few clouds floating around, but it was mostly clear as you can see from this image. Shot in RAW and post processed to bring out the blue, really deepen the shadows/green and brighten up the highlights to bring out the snow better.
From Olympic National Park Part 1

Also shot from the visitor center parking lot. Too bad the grass in the foreground is not green filled with flowers, otherwise it seems like something straight out of the movies. This is the type of view you just can't get out here in California... all the mountains just looks bare and desolate... all brown and rocky.

From Olympic National Park Part 1

Simple shot of a leaf... Shot in nice warm morning sun.... I deepened the shadows and brought out the highlights in Picasa (this is why the background looks almost black). I just love how simple it is... inspired by my friend Joe.

From Olympic National Park Part 1

Shot near the top of Hurricane Hill... I really like the layers of mountains in the distance. The little trail leading into the frame is kind of cute too.

From Olympic National Park Part 1

On the way back to the car, there was a nice break in the clouds that revealed beautiful blue sky... The clouds were still nice and white which provided nice contrast against the clean sky. The scattered clouds also created interesting patterns of shadow on the forest below... It was just... amazing. My photos doesn't even come close to doing the scene justice. Note that I shot in RAW to preserve as much of the dynamic range as I can. Also had double stacked filters - Circular Polarizer to increase saturation, deepen the blue sky color and a Graduated ND filter so I don't blow out the clouds and can expose the forest a little better. With double stacking filters on a wide angle lens, you really have to watch out for vignetting on the corners (anything below 15mm or so is basically useless).

From Olympic National Park Part 1

From Olympic National Park Part 1

After the hike at Hurricane Ridge, we rushed over to Hoh rainforest... but we made a few quick stops along Lake Crescent...

From Olympic National Park Part 1

While the weather and everything was just perfect, the lake itself was a little too empty for it to be interesting. But the clouds were just amazing so I think that more than made up for the lake. There was a better spot to stop about half a mile earlier. It was on higher ground so it provided a much better angle to shoot the lake. Oh well, next time if you are driving from Hurricane to Hoh, stop as soon as you can along Lake Crescent, don't wait till you are right beside the lake...

When I got to Hoh rainforest, I was just blown away by it. It is simply amazing, not amazingly beautiful, just... amazing. It was so different from anything I've seen before (then again, I need to get out more), but it definitely deserved a lot of photos :)... very cool place to take a walk through.


This was only about... 5 mins into the hike and my friend JC and I were just mesmerized by it for about 15 mins... The water was so clear that it was almost as if it wasn't there... It was all just so green and peaceful.... I loved it so much... I can't even find the words to describe it.
From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

The rest of the short walk was just as interesting...

From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach


From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

We closed off the day with sunset at Ruby beach... While it isn't like beaches out here in Southern California, it was special in it's own way. It had all sorts of log debris along the shore which really made for great foreground subjects. It had small islands/sea stacks just off the coast which made for great mid-distance subjects... and it has a forest and a tide pool right along the beach for added possibilities in composition.

While this is a HDR shot (composed of 3 images at different exposure levels), I tried to keep it as "real" as possible and looks pretty close to what it actually looks like. This was practically a dream shot as soon as I saw it... I've been imagining this kind of shot for a long time now for some reason... here is what I had dreamed about getting:
1. A line of (tall) trees along the beach - check
2. Beautiful blue sky - check
3. Some beautiful white clouds rolling in from the sea - almost, this was sunset so the clouds had a nice gold touch to it
4. Pile of logs along the beach - check.
While I think I pictured a white sandy beach, the pebbles works just as well. This is probably my favorite shot from the day.

From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

Here is the non-HDR version for comparison. I touched it up a bit in Canon's DPP to bring out the blue more, but the pebbles and logs just doesn't pop out at you as much.

From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

Here is another HDR shot from another beach in Olympic National Park. Doesn't it feel like a painting from somewhere?

From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

Sorry for all the HDRs... here are a couple more. I am never a huge fan of HDR... just feels too fake. But I guess sometimes it really helps you convey the beauty that you see (or that you remember seeing). This was probably the most HDR intensive shoot I've done, most of them came out great and natural, a few I took more creative liberties with to create different effects. Overall I liked all the results and just had a great time at Ruby beach, highly recommended!

From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

I'd like to close with the following photo:

From Hoh Rainforest and Ruby Beach

While this photo doesn't seem like much... it means the world to me. I took this photo shortly after falling off one of the logs that I was trying to climb. I guess my legs were weaker than I thought from the day's hikes/walks and the weight of the camera backpack really just threw me off balance as I fell twice off the log (about 2 ft off the ground). Anyways, I lost my balance, fell backwards and hit a piece of log behind me, being a log... it had a few fist sized (or slightly larger) protrusions. I was extremely fortunate that it hit the side of my lower back, just above my waist, 2 inches higher it probably would have broken one of my ribs, an inch to the left would have caused some injury to my organs, another inch could have broken my spine.  I was extremely fortunate to be able to walk away from that fall. I took this picture, while sitting down on the ground because I simply could not get up for about 5 mins or so due to the pain... I didn't care... I was just happy to be alive and gotten away with a minor sprained ankle and some bruises.  I took this shot as a way to remind myself of my fortune and new found perspective (literally).... Life is way more important than any photo I could have taken... while it wasn't a particularly dangerous spot... I always need to keep that in mind :).  Really have to thank God for letting me walk away with that lesson so easily/cheaply.

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Posted By Ping to Pinging Ping at 9/15/2008 12:22:00 AM

Let's Start From Here....

While browsing a friend's blog today, I came across this song... it feels oddly familiar yet foreign at the same time. I could not believe this was sung by a Taiwanese singer... I am not very good with accents, so I can't quite put my finger on where the accent is from... but I love how it sounds. The melody is so simple, yet beautiful.... unfortunately embedding was disabled, so all I have is this link...

Let's Start From Here

 

let's start from here 
lose the past 
change our minds 
we don't need a finish line 
let's take this chance 
don't think to deep 
all those promises we couldn't seem to keep 
I don't care where we go 
let's start from here

[Pinging Ping] Chasing the moment...

So I've been giving a lot of thought to why I like photography... why I love to carry that heavy piece of equipment around with me where ever I go... I thought this section from Joe McNally's book (The Moment it Clicks) summarized my feelings perfectly (not that I'm even close to experiencing what he sees/experiences):
“What you see on these pages is not about a particular place, people, time, or cause. It’s not about one type of picture or another. It’s not about sportsmen or fashion models or war or politics or the news of the day.

It’s about being a photographer.

It’s about the sheer joy of clicking the shutter…repeatedly! The sweet sound of the shutter and the explosion that occurs in your head and your heart when you make the shot. The deal is the shot, you know. You make the picture and you know something just froze solid in a shifting world. Something stabilized, for all time. You just hung your hat on a moment that otherwise would be gone forever, and now you can go back and take a look at that moment, be it amazing or ordinary, any time you want.

It’s about your eye in the camera as the light hits just right. It’s about the slight turn of your subject’s face that speaks the truth. It’s about holding your breath as you shoot. It’s about the nerves, the joy, and the terror of wondering if you got it. And then dancing about, punching holes in the air when you know you do. It’s about… the moment it clicks.” -- Joe McNally

It is exactly about that... especially that last paragraph that resonates with me. It is all about the moment that shutter clicks, nervous that you missed the shot... and jumping for joy when you capture a frame that you want... just the way you imagined it in your head. I remember my first real portrait session with a friend in Taiwan... it was at some restaurant near my house. Here are some photos from that shoot... please remember this was about a month or 2 after I got my SLR.... so they are far from good shots...



While these aren't particular good shots... there was something magical for me. It was really the first time that it "clicked" for me... The whole world around me disappeared... all I could see was my friend through the view finder. Nothing else mattered, all the distractions of the world, of life, it all went away.  It was as if all my energy was focused on capturing the perfect moment and then when the shutter clicked and the screen went black... time itself stood still. I didn't even need to look at the image on the back of my camera and I knew I caught a special moment... some how I just knew it... caught her smiling, caught her looking playful, caught her looking sad. Sometimes I miss the shot, sometimes I get it...  but all that mattered was for that split second, I was happy and I froze time. 

Since then, I've really just fallen in love with photography... everything becomes so simple... your view of the world is completely simplified and all you see is that tiny little view of the world and nothing else. A friend once told me that it's such a shame I keep taking pictures and can't enjoy anything... While I might have been able to enjoy it the same way, but to me, it is even more special. That tiny window to the world let's me focus on it even more, all the details of the subject, whether it is a person, beautiful landscape, brilliant fireworks... I feel closer to the subject, much more connected, as if I have a personal relationship with the subject. It just feels so much more intimate... This is especially true for portraits, seeing your subject smile... it becomes the most beautiful smile in the world and your whole world just brightens up along with it... you can't help but feel happy and smile back. Same is true when shooting weddings... while I do have some regrets for not being able to pay attention to the wedding and relax... I feel so much closer to the bride and groom... and then when the shutter clicks while they are smiling... that feeling is pure magic. It's a high that you can't help but want more of... that's why I can't resist the temptation of the camera... of that mirror flap... of looking through the view finder (and I think it is the view finder that makes it magical... live view or through the LCD just won't be the same). I can't help but keep clicking that button, repeatedly, even if my entire body is sore, tired, sweating, I will keep pressing the shutter. Nothing else in the world matters, I just want to see them smile... see YOU smile.

Lately I've lost a lot of that passion, that feeling. Maybe because I've just gotten in a photography slump where my images just has no impact. Too many bland landscapes, too many images that just says "yes I was there."  I'm not a naturally creative person, I don't see things the same way as some of the photog... they just get it. It might take me 10 years to do what they learned in a few months. Maybe I got a little discouraged looking at all the great photos coworkers take (I wear the photography mailing lists are full of pro photographers, not engineers). I've also recently met a few great photographers online through Picasa... they've been shooting about the same length of time, all self taught... and their image makes me FEEL. It's amazing what they do, and a bit discouraging. But then yesterday my friend sent me his blog post from awhile ago... Photography IS fun... it doesn't matter what I can capture... it doesn't matter if it's just a worthless assortment of bits on a computer hard disk... the fact is that I captured a moment in time that is special to me. It doesn't have to be special to anyone else... 

The past weekend shooting at the wedding really reminded me of that magical feeling again.... Especially right before the reception when a friend was willing to pose for me. Even though we didn't have time and only posed for a few shots, it was still special...


As usual, I started extremely nervous, filled with self doubt... "She looks great, can I really capture that? Can I really capture her essence? Her personality? How do I pose her? What if she doesn't like it?" A thousand thoughts screamed through my head... but as she slowly smiled, it all went away... as if sun shining through the storm clouds, a moment of clarity. Nothing mattered anymore and I pressed the shutter button... *click*. She reminded me of that feeling again, that magical feeling of pressing the shutter, of capturing a moment...  The nervousness when the view finder is black, scared that you missed her smile... and then wanting to jump up for joy, pump your fists and scream when you know you got something worth keeping, worth treasuring.

Was it a good photo? I don't know, you'll have to ask her. Did I capture something special? To me, yes... it made me happy. That moment is now forever frozen in time, a new memory is created from nothingness and I will never forget it (or at least I'll have proof of it). I guess this is what photography is about... creating something special for yourself first and foremost... if you are lucky, it'll be special to someone else. Maybe that is selfish, but that's the best I can do. In the end, I don't think I'll ever be a good photographer, but that doesn't matter. I just need to have fun... I'll keep shooting till I'm dead... I'll keep chasing for that perfect moment... the "moment it clicks."

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Posted By Ping to Pinging Ping at 9/11/2008 09:51:00 PM

[Pinging Ping] The big day... wedding!

So I was the "official" backup photog for a friend's wedding this past weekend... what an experience. I'll start with the boring stuff... my gear. I was so nervous with the request that I actually started freaking out a bit and did more planning than I would otherwise...

1. Lowepro Computrekker Plus - 6.06 lbs (I just bought this... great backpack... carries a ton... weighs a ton.)
2. Canon 20D x2 - 3.4 lbs (I borrowed an extra 20D just for this wedding...)
3. Canon EF-S 10-22mm - 0.85 lbs (This was gonna stay on one of the bodies full time. I love wide angle shots at weddings....)
4. Canon EF 50mm - 0.64 lbs (I need a fast lens that is great for portraits just in case I need in door available light or just a good portrait lens...)
5. Canon EF 100mm macro - 1.32 lbs (Brought this just in case... you never know when you need a macro lens for the ring or center piece type shots)
6. Canon EF 70-200 2.8 IS - 3.2 lbs (This is gonna be my main lens...)
7. 580 EX II flash - 0.83 lbs
8. 430 EX flash - 0.73 lbs

That's just the camera gear which comes in at about 17 lbs... plus laptop, power cord, batteries, chargers, random accessories and tripod... I was carrying 20 some odd lbs. I'm probably never doing that again.

So anyways, some select shots from the wedding:
I love this shot of the bride's dad. He looks a contemplative (or a bit sad). A thousand emotions and memories must be racing through his mind on this day. While I'm not thrilled about the guy in the background, I like the composition, especially the slight tilt. But really it just comes down to the emotion on the dad's face :).

From Christina and Oscar's wedding

This is my favorite shot of the wedding dress. Depending on the monitor you are viewing, the dress is either perfect or slightly too bright... sorry guys. In post I increased the contrast quite a bit to try to make the background fade out and the dress pop out more. It is unfortunate that I didn't control the DOF better to get the entire dress in sharp focus.

From Christina and Oscar's wedding

This is might be my favorite shot of the day I think. Using the dress as background for the wedding shoes seems to be a no brainer and standard thing to do... I of course didn't think of it until one of the brides maids told me. Thanks! I made it into a high contrast B&W image just for fun and all the distractions seems to melt away.

From Christina and Oscar's wedding

Shot of the bouquet, again using the dress as the background just makes sense (that and there are no good backgrounds in the tight hotel room that we were in). Having vibrant flowers set against the white dress seems to bring out the flowers even more which I like. Also I like the the fact that only half the bouquet is visible... no need to include the whole thing as that might be too distracting.

From Christina and Oscar's wedding

Just a fun little dance shot with some motion blur (on purpose of course :p)

From Christina and Oscar's wedding

So for the wedding itself, I concentrated on using the 70-200 and 10-22. The 70-200 allowed me to stay back and zoom in to capture the emotions on people's faces and just get close up shots. The 10-22 to me is a must have for weddings, it's just sooo much fun. I love using it as it can create really interesting perspectives and can really exaggerate the train. Some shots:

Long hall ways seem even longer with the super wide. It's great for impromptu group shots.

From Christina and Oscar's wedding

What do you do when you have a group of cool guys standing together? You use a super wide and get low to create the hero photo... I mean come on, you got a group of guys looking all cool in their suits... you gotta make it look dramatic right? Having a strong light source also seems to add a bit of drama I think. Just make sure you keep the subjects in the center so you don't get too much distortion.

From Christina and Oscar's wedding

Here is the super wide really exaggerating the dress train, making it look nice and long... Again, be careful of the distortion and try to keep the bride in the center.

From Christina and Oscar's wedding

Full album slideshow here:

Some lessons I learned...
1. Having 2 bodies with very different lenses helped tremendously. I can go from a super wide to get entire crowd in to a long telephoto and get close up shots near instantly. No more missing those special moments because you had the wrong lens!

2. Having a super wide is almost a must have I think. 24mm is not enough, you need wider. I love the fresh perspective you get from it, not to mention it does great job of exaggerating the beautiful train on the wedding dress. Also wide angle shots of people getting out of the limo or just of people partying can be really fun.

3. Be mindful of your setting... This applies both to your physical location as well as camera setting. Too often I forgot to change my setting when I go from in door (wide aperture to get all the light, shallow DOF) to out door without changing my settings. What I get are a bunch of crappy pictures where the bridge is in focus but the groom is not due to the wide aperture. Remember to step down and lower the ISO when you are outside... inside, you might have to bump up the ISO quite a bit and open up the aperture. I need to be far more careful of my settings in the future... way too sloppy.

4. Use a flash... both inside and outside. The flash outside allowed me to shoot against the sun in a number of shots and still get a half descent exposure of the main subject. Very useful as fill flash. It is even more important in doors so you don't get blurry or really dark photos. If you use a flash in doors, consider gelling your flash to match the ambient light. Slap on a CTO (color temperature orange) gel if you are shooting inside a room lit by tungsten lights so that the flash color will match the ambient light source so that it can all be corrected by camera's white balance. If you are shooting in fluorescent, use window green gel.

 

5. Speaking of white balance... make sure it is correct! Sometimes with all the mix lights at weddings, it can really wreck havoc with the beautiful white wedding dress or people's beautiful skin tones. Bring a gray card if you can... There are quite a few photos in my album with poor white balance so people's skins just doesn't look right... sigh.

6. Don't be afraid to shoot into the light. I've seen so many great wedding photos that were shot straight into a strong light source... it just creates interestin shadows and lines. Sometimes that over exposed feel just works real well too. Some examples from Hassas Photo blog.... He has some really great shots (take a look at all his other works). Albert Jou also has some great shots like this one

7. Hotel room window with curtains can make really moody soft lights. I unfortunately didn't get any of shots like that... but here is an example.

8. Shots of the bride getting make up done are sometimes really beautiful images... especially in B&W :). Unfortunately I was kicked out of the make-up room (the make up person couldn't work with people in the room with her...).  

9. Don't forget to zoom in all the way. Some times just shots of the bride and groom holding hands during the wedding is really powerful.

10. Don't forget about the other guests. While the bride and groom should be the main show, sometimes the most powerful images will come from the crowd, especially the parents. Keep eyeing the crowd to watch for reactions. Don't forget to get down a little so that you are at their eye level, sometimes that feels more intimate.

11. Continuous shooting is your friend. Trying to catch that magical moment is tough... just keep shooting.

12. Crop crop crop. I suck at composition and a lot of images was improved with some minor (ok ok, some photos needed major) cropping to cut out distracting lines, flares, or just dead space.

Overall, I was semi-happy with the results. Nothing really worth writing home about, no great shots that stand out but I felt I captured a few good moments and had a few emotional shots. One of my weak points is also understanding what angle is the most flattering angle for people... it is different for everyone I think and I just don't seem to understand what angle would work best...  I also know I missed a lot of the key moments... no good ring exchange shots... no real good shots of them walking in or walking out. No good shot of the kiss... oh well that's why there was 2 pro photogs there :).  It was still a really great experience for me... this is really the third wedding that I tried to do some serious shooting... still a long ways to go.... But considering I was having nightmares of dropped equipment, or just complete lack of inspiration and bleh images... I guess it was ok :).  It's funny... when I first started photography two years ago... I told people I would NEVER EVER do weddings... too much pressure... what if you miss the magic moment?!  I don't want to be responsible.  Just being a friend and running around taking snap shots is perfect for me, a nice little comfort zone but I have actually thought about doing it more seriously in the future. Anyone getting married and wouldn't mind having a free back up photographer in training :p?

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Posted By Ping to Pinging Ping at 9/10/2008 01:18:00 AM